1001 letters!

hello gen hello friends. i just wanna post everything i don't want in my life, friends. i dont wanna forget all of them, even, friends are fake, that's cute (r u crazy gen?) i have a lot friends. and much types. from my chilhood, elementary school, junior  & high school, and college, and from another town (especially my friends from online games) this one, my friends from high school. we were classmates on first year of high school, X-8. Ulfa, nabila, satria, dinda. We watched Baby Driver on Cinemax, I recommended it cz I don't watch Indo Movie haha. It was a great quality time, cz dinda has to back to Malang for her study (majoring Psychology in Muhammadiyah Malang University), and we made it.  At this time, Ulfa made her moved. She is Make Up Artist now. Incredible girl. We both have a same plan, being a entrepreneur is better (I made a local shipment service). Nabila, she still stucked on Pharmacy (it's all abour her task with that f chemistry l...

i am from your mind. alter ego. for a couple days, i see you drunk, gen. i know, you were dying for him and it's your period. why, gen? couln't see, he never ask you, if your live is good, y/n? did he care about you? even in the little things 12 sept 2017 Let's pretending to be allright, this is not the end. If he want, he will come to you, if you want come to him first. because, why not, gen? He will fall for you, even miss you, gen, don't you believe that? haha Let's get some productive thing, I heard you got your first Interview on Radio Station, and you passed it. I know you are Trainee now. Focus on it. Even you have your own business. Like Gojek & Grab. Gen, you make it. You are a entrepreneur. And you are the owner of your business. You are a good girl. Make it a way to forget your "brokenhearted moment" lol. You've been live in "my way to survival is art"

Hello. Perasaan sering berubah, tiap hari, minggu dan bulannya. Ini seperti rollercoster yang sering naik turun di arenanya. Seperti aku. Perasaanku, inginku maupun inginmu. Ku beranjak menjalani hariku (hari-hari yang produktif). Dan tiba masa periodku. Ku tahu ini gila. Masa period. Perempuan mana yang tak menjalaninya. Sampai ku berkesimpulan    "Aku subur jika bersamamu, tahukah kau?" Aneh. Tak tahu mengapa, rasa ingin bersamamu selalu muncul (karena periodku). I just wanna being with you, holding your hand, cuddling, even kissing (i know it's over lol), I wish could see your face when you sleep, and kiss your cheek slowly (like a novel haha) ☺️. Ingin tertidur dipelukanmu rasanya. Ku tahu ini semua hanya nafsuku.  Ku ingin bersamamu. Lagi. Untuk waktu yang lama. Tapi, Adil rasanya. Dahulu, kau yang sering ingin bersamaku (kesimpulanku seperti itu), tapi hatiku yang menaruh penolakkan, itu adalah fase dimana ku ingin menjalani hari-hari sendiri, t...